So a lot has happened this past semester but nothing is comparable to being 2 weeks away from graduating from college. It was this time last year that I was ecstatic about the year ending and the fall semester beginning because I was traveling to London! If only I could go back to that time and feeling that I had while in London I couldn't be happier. Especially during this historic time when William and Kate are going to tie the knot tomorrow!
When I came back to the states I was positive I would be going to back to London as soon as possible...now I'm not so sure. Life has a lot of uncertainties right now and is definitely not easy. London doesn't seem very accessible to me at this moment. I have applied for different positions in Americorps as a VISTA and am currently waiting for that perfect opportunity to jump at me. After a year of participating in Americorps or a research position maybe I will make it back to London for grad school...
Now this is a very basic idea of the different ideas that are constantly flowing through my mind and if anyone has any advice for not knowing where your life is going I'd love to hear it. All I have been able tell myself is that it is okay and will be. Uncertainty is uncomfortable but also intriguing. I look forward to where life is going but have a major fear of not fulfilling my ambitions and goals. There is so much in this world to do and accomplish that I just can't figure out how I can contribute.
It's going to take time but life will work out - I hope it's true...is it?
